dreams

[green_irises]

When he isnt in my thoughts by dy, he is in my dreams at night. I dreamt i called him, and hung up upon hearing his voice say 'hello'. I think about him as much if not more now than when we were together. WHy cant i move on,.. i think i dont want to. there is a part of me still wishing that its all a bad dream and that ill wake up and everything

Comments

[moondarq]

Here's something stupid from the old loser you chat with occasionally on the internet:

REJOICE!

The fact that you feel so strongly means your soul is capable of feeling love. And feeling love is best way we can understand how God feels, since He loves all of us all the time.

And every time you love something strongly, it increases your capacity to love, if you let it. Its like excercising a muscle. Each time it gets stronger, unless you retreat from the pain and exertion of the exercise.

The next time you fall head over heels for somebody, it'll be even better. And if that relationship falls, maybe you'll feel worse.

But honestly, in the end, it is worth it. Believe me.

Namaste,

Greg

[green_irises]

*hugs* Greg. thanks. you are compltely right. and this beter be worth it in the end of it all hehe.
oh and dont call youself an old loser please =) Your not.

Heya!

[beltien]

Feelin like you do is pretty natural after a hard break like that. Just whatever you do don't do something silly like, oh I dunno, beat yourself up over it. It wasn't your fault, nor your decision. The guys an idiot for leaving you! Anyway it'll get better in time, promise. Takes awhile some times, but time cures all ills save death.. and is death really so bad? So Smile m'dear, go out and score some music.. Something you can SCREAM with! Blast it as loud as you can and scream along, and for awhile all the world will go away! =) Or it seems to anyway. *Whisper* If you can't think up anything, Guardians of Fate by Ensiferum is kinda cool, or Kissing the Shadows by Children of Bodom.