dreams
When he isnt in my thoughts by dy, he is in my dreams at night. I dreamt i called him, and hung up upon hearing his voice say 'hello'. I think about him as much if not more now than when we were together. WHy cant i move on,.. i think i dont want to. there is a part of me still wishing that its all a bad dream and that ill wake up and everything will be as it was. it wasnt perfect, but it was good. i woulda been there in a few days, now ill be in Ohio...
i got myself a used old manual Minolta camera today. it was a good price, its a good lil camera, cant wait to try it out and hopefully it will be useful for my course.
im going to a wedding in SD as well in a few days... thats going to be strange. i dont know if im up for the whole bachelorette party and things like that.... not really my scene... i got an email, we are to bring spa items etc for the night... sigh... im not girl enough. i dont own anything like that, nor have i got the inclination to get some.
anyways, im tired, and im gonna try and go to sleep without thinking too much.
i got myself a used old manual Minolta camera today. it was a good price, its a good lil camera, cant wait to try it out and hopefully it will be useful for my course.
im going to a wedding in SD as well in a few days... thats going to be strange. i dont know if im up for the whole bachelorette party and things like that.... not really my scene... i got an email, we are to bring spa items etc for the night... sigh... im not girl enough. i dont own anything like that, nor have i got the inclination to get some.
anyways, im tired, and im gonna try and go to sleep without thinking too much.