i think i may have found the subconscious reason to why i draw mermaids all the time.

on a job posting:

"Active social media professional, with hands-on experience creating and managing FaceBook, Twitter, and other social media sites"

dudes, really. and it says college degree required. yes, because we all need to have done four years in college to know how to operate the interwebs.

ich will weinen für immer

i am seriously so frustrated. i hate footnotes. why cant there be a fucking international standard for that shit or some program online that can magically put them all in place and in the right format. easybib is useless. auuuuuuuggggggghhhh ( Read more... )

two pots of tea later i only have 1000 words into my 3rd essay. fuuuuuuuckkkkk. i have a feeling ill be up all night though since i took one of my adhd pills i had left. the other one to be ingested on tuesday. dammit why cant this shit be due on wednesday instead...

i dont want to let it go...the past year has been so nice. i don't want to go back to loneliness and self-degradation...

i wish i could sleep forever.

i am sad and im alone. so utterly and terribly alone.

FINE I'LL READ. are you happy universe? goddamn.

things i cant wait for when i get back home ( Read more... )