So despite my ever changing story of how old I am, and when I was born this is actually officially the day I was born, for my actual day of birth is January 10, 1985. Though all of last year I was really 27 and told everyone i was 26 lol, and about a month ago i actually started saying I was 27...I’m pretty sure I'm going to be 27 the rest of the ( Read more... )

I had such a nice day, I loved everything about my day today soo much pretty much did all of my favorite things. But I’m feeling so spazzy and ADD today that I couldn’t focus much on anything all day. Lol I am truly sorry for anyone that had to put up with me and my spatastic-ness today.

But to sum up my day- I was in service all day till 4:30 with ( Read more... )

"... all the privilege I claim .....  is that of loving longest when all hope is gone."

This feels fitting today.

2012 Survey time! 2012 is almost over with! I can't believe it. I’m feeling a little morose over it. So every year I do this survey thing from my friend Sandra, and it's kind of become tradition :) So here it is, the end of year/start of a new one survey. Enjoy and feel free to copy it if you want!!

End of the Year Survey

1. What did you do in 2012 ( Read more... )

And as I feel compelled to say almost any time I write a journal entry: Wow it's been a while since my last entry. That out of the way lets seeeeee...

As if I didn't already excitedly tell everyone this past month I took a great trip to Arizona. Drove A LOT. Saw a lot of dirt and cactus. It was really amazing, refreshing to get away and get a new ( Read more... )

Good and bad news, feelings in my journal entry tonight.

To start with the good news after being over a year off the pioneer list and that started October 1st, I'm back on!! Whooohooo...the BEST blessing I could get right now. Also exactly where I want to be. I can't wait to keep growing, I'm focused on my goals and I’m happy to keep becoming a ( Read more... )

So having a bad day -__- but only because I don't feel the greatest, mixture of bad hormones and bad pain. Going to the movies tonight with some friends at 7:45 I just hope it lifts my spirits, i've been feeling rather bad since last thursday, today more so that I fell asleep mid-day for a few hours and just woke up 30 minutes ago, which too much ( Read more... )

I wrote a poem last night. And felt like sharing it today, so here it is. I like feedback if anyone wants to tell me it stinks lol or they if they like it.  -

I'm not cold or unfeeling,
despite what you think.
I feel all the time,
like I'm blazing away inside.
Burning out in flames,
deep down day and night.
Emotions behind a wall, I try to hide.
( Read more... )

So so so burnt all over ....I thought I was burnt before...
but it was nothing like this >.<  I even put some sunscreen on today!!!  but then again I was in the pool from noon till 5... and had so much fun with my niece and sisters   ...and now  ouchie =(

Alas will my stupidity ever cease???? not just in sunscreen but in other things. I hope  ( Read more... )

Well all and all I must confess this past weekend went great =) … MUCH better than the previous week lol so it makes a dark cloud that loomed over my brain pass. It’s funny how busy with spiritual activates, some passing time and good company make all that felt heart breaking and devastating less painful.. Not completely gone away, but I feel less ( Read more... )