Yesterday my mother asked about Chris.  I told her that we were no longer going out.  She was shocked - and I was shocked that she even had a reaction.  She asked me what happened between us - again I was shocked that she was actually interested in my personal - needless to say - homosexual life.  I shared with her relationship information that I ( Read more... )

When I went to New York to visit Guanqiao back in December - we went and ate at Flushings at like 4am and had a long talk about life.  I walked back to my friend's apartment at 7am in tears because I thought my life was seriously falling apart - things weren't going right - problems with Chris, job, and future aspirations....basically major ( Read more... )

No more Mr. Christopher Marvel...

I guess I was mentally prepared for it - but not emotionally 8(

For all good things must come to an end...

Happy Valentine's Day everyone 8)

I wish I can dance like those fierce black guys from New York - everytime some guest choreographer from New York teaches...it always turns out to be ridiculously difficult.  I just don't understand how these people are capable of retaining the moves so fast.  The class today was extremely FRUSTRATING...new studio, less mirror space and difficult ( Read more... )

Friday night went over to Danny's place and watched Snakes on the Plane - the movie was pretty good but it was exaggerated with all the dramatic kills - but it was still entertaining.  Then we talked about boys, gay issues, gay asian issues and then managed to check out people on Downelink.com - but downelink is so inactive in the DC metro area.  ( Read more... )

First PubMed article!  Maybe I should pursue science after all . . . . . um . . . . no . . . . . :)~

I'm finally closing up some stuff here in the lab - however my boss has all of these ridiculous demands.  I don't know how I'm suppose to finish all of this in a month...

Met up with Elinor (girl whom I met through NIH singing group) and had dinner ( Read more... )

Life resolution = To really take care of myself and try to put myself before others, sometimes it's ok to be selfish but not too selfish

After Guanqiao woke up - I stared at him and realized he battled through ANOTHER sleepless night...

Me: OMG - if I were you...you know what I would do?
Guanqiao: Jump off a bridge?
Me: Yeah...

He must have a neurological problem that keeps him overstimulated hence his sleeping problems. I don't know.

I use to think that my family (brothers+parents) were so dysfunctional. Ok maybe some may annoy me or some maybe weird...but I realized my family is not bad after all :)

I have an interview on Tuesday for a Clinical Research Coordinator position and I'm a little nervous. I need to prepare for it...

(Iqbal looking at himself in the mirror realizing ( Read more... )

I attended this forum on the detrimental effects of Psychiatric drugs. I expected it to be informative however I came out of the forum being really upset and disturbed by the ignorant information that was presented. I do have to agree that a lot of Psychiatric drugs and antidepressants are abused and over prescribed however I do not believe that ( Read more... )