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You Know Why Im Here.
Lately Ive honestly been thinking that things were getting better and people were getting better but of course it had to come around and bite me in the ass some way, some how. My father has a second nurse that comes by on her own time and helps him when he has accidents and needs to be cleaned since his other nurse is either experiencing car ( Read more... ) -
Crossfit
I have been through 2 days of crossfire and I have to say this is something I could get use to. I needed something to jumpstart my fitness and a 5 am class 5 days a week is just the thing to do it. My muscles are on fire and I think I can get use to it considering this hurts much less than the cramps I have right now. -
A Pusher
There are people who sometimes want people to be something they are not or do something outside of what they usually do and those people I call pushers. My mother is one of those people. She wants my youngest brother to be a plumber, my middle brother to be a software engineer and me to be a graduate moving on to my career teaching the chidlren of ( Read more... ) -
Dont Push Me.
Im not someone who likes to be pushed or guilted into doing something because every single time I have a good chance of not doing it. Its obvious that I have a weight problem and need to work on it in order to live a longer life. My mother insists on pushing me reminding me that I need to do things that she thinks is being helpful but in reality is ( Read more... ) -
Today's the Day
My Dad says he's going to go through with going ot this even thing and I am extremely wary. He has never been in a car for more than 30 minutes in more than 4 years. Now in one day he wants to wear long pants, which he hasnt put on in 4 years, drive in a car for over 30 minutes, if there is traffic, and go to an event and expect to stay there for ( Read more... ) -
Unhealthy Stress
A couple days ago my Dad had an attack and his heart was going 186 whne it should be around 67. He started crying and telling me and my brother and my mom he loved us and he was scared something was gonna happen to him. It was really really scary and he ended up having to take another dose of his heart medication and it lowered around 3 in the ( Read more... ) -
Boiling point
I just came home from a 3 hour class and its lie someone came in and brought down the entire fucking room just by lecturing and rambling. My mother is the type of person who will see that your having a good day and will go out of here way to bring it down. My mother will hound you about how your life should be and act like as a fucking adult you ( Read more... ) -
Valentine's Day (Still Single.)
I always thought that one day I would have someone to share Valentines Day with. But now that im 24 I really dont think I want that anymore until later on in life. I always thought if I didnt have someone to share my life with by hte time Im 30 that I would be some type of desprate person always seeking someone out to care for me and fill a void. ( Read more... ) -
List of Current Problems in my Life.
- I tore a hang nail on my pinky toe and nows theres a dull pain.
- I have tried to go to the gym but my brain has talked me out of it everytime.
- I skipped both of my classes this week and havent done the homework for next week.
- I currently need to get through a bunch of tours for my future job.
- Im still fat.
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Part 2
So now that the fallout has cleared its clear that my mom is taking this as a strike against her and is walking around like shes a victim of domestic violence. My dad shoved her away in self defense because she was physically attacking him. If everyone doesnt know my dad is bed ridden and can only walk a short distance and then has to sit down in ( Read more... )