Lost, Miles/Sawyer, public sex, jealousy, NC17 (1610 words) part onehaldoorApril 23 2010, 02:30:23 UTC
The reason Miles calls Sawyer 'Boss' has nothing to do with the fact that he's is in charge of security now and Miles works for him. What it does mean is that he can use it in public nowadays when he never did before, and people won't ask or wonder about it.
The real reason he calls him that is that Sawyer's in charge privately; has been practically ever since they arrived in 1977. Lafleur, as he calls himself to these Dharma idiots, took up with Juliet pretty much straight away. Everyone accepts that they're sleeping together, even Miles, though he doesn't like it. What no one knows-will never know, as far as Miles is concerned, because he doubts the boss will ever say and he sure as hell isn't telling them-is that Lafleur and Miles have been fucking all along too
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Lost, Miles/Sawyer, public sex, jealousy, NC17 (1610 words) part twohaldoorApril 23 2010, 02:31:42 UTC
"Come here," Sawyer says now, shifting in such a way it seems to make his hard-on more obvious through his Dharma overalls. He unbuttons rapidly as Miles kneels in front of him, making it easy for Miles to draw his dick out. He doesn't hesitate, taking it into his mouth immediately and sucking frantically, like he's scared Horace is about to appear from nowhere again any minute
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Lost, Miles/Sawyer, public sex, jealousy, NC17 (1610 words) part threehaldoorApril 23 2010, 02:32:36 UTC
"Fuck," he gets out as he puts himself to rights, "Juliet find out or something? Time we called this quits anyway, huh, Boss? After last time… we've pushed it far enough. Besides, there's a new sub coming in this week, right? Bound to be someone free on it; someone I won't have to share." He's trying to be casual-the way they have been all through this-but the last bit gives him away and he knows it
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Re: Lost, Miles/Sawyer, public sex, jealousy, NC17 (1610 words) part threegottalovevApril 24 2010, 00:21:49 UTC
ohhh, that is awesome! thank you so much! god I love those two so frigging much.
The whole thing makes me sad for Miles, though, who's getting short changed in this relationship, sharing when he wishes he could have Sawyer to himself, but needing it enough to tolerate. I loved the jealousy, from both of them.
there's a like that jumped at me so much
"Sawyer's pulling him up, not even bothering to tuck himself away-or let Miles do so either-and holding his whole head in those big fucking gentle hands and kissing him like this means more to Sawyer than Miles had ever realised."
mmmmm, the mental image alone is amazing.
and somehow I can see Juliet knowing from the get go and being sort of fine with it. she's hard to read like that.
Re: Lost, Miles/Sawyer, public sex, jealousy, NC17 (1610 words) part threehaldoorApril 24 2010, 03:05:28 UTC
Thank you! I'm so very pleased you like this! It's a tricky one - sharing someone when you really want them to yourself, but unwilling to let them go because you want them so much. I can so see Miles being fine about it on the surface when it's killing him inside.
Oh, thank you for pointing out that line - I had such a strong mental image of it myself when I wrote it - I'm glad it caught you like that!
And Juliet seems totally like that - hard to read and always close-mouthed. I could see her quite clearly in this situation too.
The real reason he calls him that is that Sawyer's in charge privately; has been practically ever since they arrived in 1977. Lafleur, as he calls himself to these Dharma idiots, took up with Juliet pretty much straight away. Everyone accepts that they're sleeping together, even Miles, though he doesn't like it. What no one knows-will never know, as far as Miles is concerned, because he doubts the boss will ever say and he sure as hell isn't telling them-is that Lafleur and Miles have been fucking all along too ( ... )
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The whole thing makes me sad for Miles, though, who's getting short changed in this relationship, sharing when he wishes he could have Sawyer to himself, but needing it enough to tolerate. I loved the jealousy, from both of them.
there's a like that jumped at me so much
"Sawyer's pulling him up, not even bothering to tuck himself away-or let Miles do so either-and holding his whole head in those big fucking gentle hands and kissing him like this means more to Sawyer than Miles had ever realised."
mmmmm, the mental image alone is amazing.
and somehow I can see Juliet knowing from the get go and being sort of fine with it. she's hard to read like that.
so thank you again, this is great :)
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Oh, thank you for pointing out that line - I had such a strong mental image of it myself when I wrote it - I'm glad it caught you like that!
And Juliet seems totally like that - hard to read and always close-mouthed. I could see her quite clearly in this situation too.
*hugs*
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