i'm in 4th period, fun stuff. i know i said i wouldn't write in this anymore, especially for messages to other people, but this is my last one. um... okay i'm asking yall to do me a huge favor. i'm not saying you would, but just in case, please don't boo at me at graduation. ask rachel too. don't tell her i said it, please god, just all i'm asking ( Read more... )

here's a song to describe everything going on...

I don't feel myself today
Just a figure in a big monopoly game
Struggle is the price you pay
You get just enough just to give it away
I'm sinking but I'm floating away
Throw me a line so I can anchor my pain
The fabric is about to fray
The fabric is about to fray

Maybe you could take a look ( Read more... )

okay, i've changed, i'm over it. sorry angie for calling u a fucking bitch. sorry. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ( Read more... )

i have a question for whoever reads this ( Read more... )

AHHHH horrible shitty prince is on vh1, mtv, AND bet! i didn't think he was black enough for bet. anyway, i quite dislike prince. old stuff = pretty good new stuff = not so good ( Read more... )

i am so horrifically tired and it's only 9:17. i'm gonna go to bed real soon here i believe. oh yeah i finished my senior project hours. thank god. that shit is stupid ( Read more... )

to who the fuck ever it concerns.... mostly angie and ashley ( Read more... )

today, another shitty day. just like so many others, no point in going into details, every day is just like all the rest.

the taste of ink is getting old, it's four o'clock in the fucking morning, EACH DAY GETS MORE AND MORE LIKE THE LAST DAY...if you would like to hear two wonderful songs that sum up my life as of now almost exactly, listen to " ( Read more... )

I'M SORRY. FOR WHATEVER I'VE DONE THAT MADE ME DESERVE ALL THIS. I AM GOD DAMN FUCKING SORRY. SORRY FOR NOT HANGING OUT WITH SOME PEOPLE RECENTLY. I DON'T WANT TO BE AROUND ANYONE. EVERYONE HATES ME. I WISH I WOULD FUCKING DIE. IF YOU PLAN ON STARTING ON ME TOO, DON'T. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS BUT MATT. I DON'T THINK EVEN HE COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDS. NO ( Read more... )

i'm back from the beach ( Read more... )