My fucking diary

[gothika_]

This day was quite good, but still I'm little bit depressed. My friends think I'm not the real gothic, and it hurts me so much. I've been thinking my life and soul so long, and now when I've found little goth inside me, my friends just laugh to me. Everybody think I'm just a little girl who wants to be popular. But I know goth is inside me, and

Comments

[icyriver]

you can't, but one day you will look bac and laugh at them.

[gothika_]

you are so right, i really will do it one day. :)

[morphine666]

I think it should be you who laughs at other people!
you know what you feel inside and that's the most important!

[gothika_]

i think just the same, my dream is that I could to go onwards and just laugh to people who are now laughing to me. but it's not easy here, where everybody are just the same. people here think that every different person is wierd, and it really sucks!

[sleepingsun_]

people don't understand at all ...

[gothika_]

that's fucking right! but i'm so glad i have some friends who understand me..