This day was the best in times. My schoolmates was nice to me, I was on good mood on hole day and nobody said nothing evil about my look. It's a little miracle, may I say! And the best thing is my good friend who doesn't live here sent me mail. Now I'm just waiting that Heidi will do it same. It's important to know I still have few good friends who ( Read more... )

Nothing special on this week. School, friends, writing for example. Feeling okay now ( Read more... )

That song ('Hello') is in my head all the time.. Love Evanescence. <3

I'm so happy right now, because my old friend Heidi wrote me yesterday. She sent her photo, too, and oh my god how beautiful she is. She wrote, everything is right in her life, but she is missing me. H, if you read this, I promise I will see you one day. Love ya. <3 ( Read more... )

Just love the Finnish autumn. I love dark nights, candles and silence around me. I can't see why somebody gets depressed for autumn. It's so great to have some cup of cocoa, listening to dark music and have peace and quiet ( Read more... )

I red comments of my last entry and i have bit a happiness now :) You are so right, i should to forget what people say to me and live my own life, that's the main thing ( Read more... )

This day was quite good, but still I'm little bit depressed. My friends think I'm not the real gothic, and it hurts me so much. I've been thinking my life and soul so long, and now when I've found little goth inside me, my friends just laugh to me. Everybody think I'm just a little girl who wants to be popular. But I know goth is inside me, and ( Read more... )

This day was same as all my days. Just dreaming of different life, different friends.. Am I an awful person? My friends are lovely but they aren't like me and they don't understand me.. They just think I'm some kind of 'wannabe-goth'. I am feeling so lonely so I'm listening to Sweet pandemonium, best song of HIM ever. Does somebody understand me?

My new journal for goth persons and HIM-lovers. Enjoy ( Read more... )