It's a slog, climbing out of depression. But you didn't fall into that quagmire all of a sudden, so it figures that you will have to feel around until you find somewhere solid to stand. The antidepressants are more like a lifeline than anything else. They are there so you have something to keep you from sinking while you drag yourself to shore. But you will indeed make it to the shore.
That talk with Raylene is great! She seems like a really supportive and encouraging person, from what you say here.
That's just it; it's a day by day process. I'll have my good days, my bad days, and my downright horrifying days, but each day is another fight I've beaten, mean voices I've hushed and horrible thoughts I've pushed away. I get stronger and stronger until I don't need the pills as my crutch.
Raylene is amazing. We have 3 team leaders, and I get on with them all, but Raylene is my utmost favourite. I get on great with her, and find her easy to talk to, and the mentoring sessions are life savers because you get to get things off your chest with someone who's been there too, and is technically still there just not as 1:1 as you are.
Work starts again tomorrow, and I'm both looking and not looking forward to it lol It'll be great seeing everyone again, including my fav kids (shush, I know I'm not supposed to have faves) but the mounting stress and work is something to avoid lol Just 4 months and it's Christmas recess :P No, hopefully it should all be ok :)
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That talk with Raylene is great! She seems like a really supportive and encouraging person, from what you say here.
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Raylene is amazing. We have 3 team leaders, and I get on with them all, but Raylene is my utmost favourite. I get on great with her, and find her easy to talk to, and the mentoring sessions are life savers because you get to get things off your chest with someone who's been there too, and is technically still there just not as 1:1 as you are.
Work starts again tomorrow, and I'm both looking and not looking forward to it lol It'll be great seeing everyone again, including my fav kids (shush, I know I'm not supposed to have faves) but the mounting stress and work is something to avoid lol Just 4 months and it's Christmas recess :P No, hopefully it should all be ok :)
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