I was looking back on some of my entries man was I depressed I had really bad self-asteem.I didn't know how to work my post so I didn't get most of them.It was soooo werid I was extremely insecure.And I laughed at most of my journal entries and cried at one good grief I've been emotional all day!I had sooo many mood swinga and I had nothing to be ( Read more... )

Hi everyone! I am soooo weriod me and my sister were playing this game and she said something funny and I'm sitting in my room laughing about it a day from when she said it!

hey everyone its been a long time since updated but oh well anyway just got off the phone with danielle can't find her livejournal good grief.Well anyway last time updated I was extremely deprested but now I kinda feel okay last I was on here I thought all my friends were better than me that includes:danielle,jaclyn,krystal,alexis,miah,jamillah,and ( Read more... )

I got into shades valley yah.I've decided to go part-time, I haven't been on here forever but it seems like I've grown since the last time I typed an entry. I've grown as a person {sorry for getting mushy on you}even though schools almost over I might have to rethink something that I have done in the past the friends,the choices,and yes even the ( Read more... )

I'm so insecure right now its not even funny,first of all I'm not getting into shades valley I feel it in my bones.I found 10 flaws on my body.My sister is hogging the phone.We're getting two pit bull dogs.I'm cleaning out my fridge because I'm depressed.My life is evil.I'll never be good enough for my parents they expect more than I can give.The ( Read more... )

I went to a funeral it was awful most of the time I can numb my emotions this time I let everything pour out.I cried,and cried,and cried in many words I can not say may my dear cousin[pootytang nickname]rest in peace.I wished I talked to her sooner I guess by the time I did it was too late.It sucks because everyone in my house today is numb and ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo bored if you wanna do something ring me.
ssssssssyd.

I hate for people to judge me,to think they know me,expect me to be honest and they can't handle the truth.people who think they know everything about wake up.Sorry for being a downer
toddles,sydney

i had fun iwent skating with alexis beat some guy up.ate tons of food oh i got contacts the lost one had to get another pissed my 'rents off lol i always do got a LV purse.the usual i've been so busy .g2g-sydney aka lil cici

i'm soooo bored.i'm getting better with my contacts and i tasted the best ice cream ever i did some shopping went to church for the first time in 4 mths i pissed my 'rents off today again i'm going to a sleepover thur and friday having one saturday and i have to buy some clothes so maybe i have to do some exerising i gained 5 ibs [yikes].g2g-sydney