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okay, so that last entry WAS about clinton. but it was also relating to other relationships ive had. because its like everytime i get into one....it doesnt work. maybe thats Gods way of telling me that guys arent for me to date. i dont know. maybe its just a learning process everyone has to go through in order to find that one. but that song means ( Read more... )

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Im single again. boo. i really wanted it to work but it wasnt. apparently im too needy and i try to hard. but really its called a relationship. you know where you like spend time together and stuff. but some would call it needy. thats fine....really it is. but i would rather just say that im not needy. cuz im not. i just put effort into it. i ( Read more... )

Im tired. Really, of everything. I dont want to explain it simply because i dont have to. im just tired. i really dont know what the hell is going on in my head. so many things that i cant even descibe in words. i havent seen anyone besides the people i work with. and it doesnt seem like anyone wants to see me. im way out of the loop and i dont ( Read more... )

Wow, its been a while. Sorry guys! Well my life is going good i guess....still working, and still have a bf. you know what i dont have anymore?! my car, i broke it. so now i drive a hooptie everywhere. Now that i think about it...my bf is in jail. OMG! i miss him like a motha!! i havent seen him in forever and i miss his face. =( work is keepin me ( Read more... )

I love new relationships. they are so much fun. especially when its with the right person. clinton is a sweetheart and a half. and im glad i met him. he doesnt know it, but everytime i see him whether im in a bad mood or a good mood....he always makes me smile and feel good. i hope i do the same for him, i try. and he might have got the hook up ( Read more... )

i finally got a job! im so excited. i love you chilis!! and i love my new friends. no matter what happens they always make me smile and laugh. good times with the kids. so my best friend jill, who doesnt know about me, came home this past weekend. and it was a little awkward because she likes me. like she wants to date me likes me. i didnt pay any ( Read more... )

Last nite was sooo much fun. there really wasnt much involved in last nite. but we bonded and it was great. i love my new friends. they make me smile and laugh....especially when they tell random fart/shit stories. ha! yep but we played at the school for a bit. then we went and played at the park and ate WHATaburger. for the record....it is what- ( Read more... )