I am protecting myself. Curiosity will not get the best of me. Today I went to school and soon after Jesse dropped me off, Pat and Adam picked me up, soon after I got to Adam's, my mom picked me up. I had jury duty today. It wasn't bad. I conversed with younger girls. We spoke of people we know and know of. They attend OHS. After jury duty I ( Read more... )

"my cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through. I cover my eyes still all i see is you.   I know that i've left you in places of despair.   I know that i love you so please throw down your hair.   At night i trip without you and hope i don't wake up.   'Cause waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup."

Labor day weekend was great. I became friends with Kailey again. Stayed at Brandon's with Clemente after hanging out in Orlando with Scuba Steve. Sunday Adam, Britney, and Chris had a get together. I lost at waterfall. Dominated at Guitar Hero. Monday I went to the beach with Josh Bailey, Nick, and Adam. We went on a crazy ass nature trail too. I ( Read more... )

 I'm going back to listening to Death Cab every waking day.
I get lonely very often. I don't know why, but, I 've always been this way.
The one thing people ultimately look for is safety, I probably don't believe in it.

I can be a good person again. Even if they're all gone.
I can and I will.

It wasn't how I planned. I ended up in Orlando at a party with Adam, Josh, Donny, and Kyle. I lost at beer pong, took an oxycodone and smoked a blunt with people. I usually wouldn't have done the second two if it wasn't for the first. At 3 I called Josh about to go to Conrado's party and he said not to come because the police were there. I was ( Read more... )

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I found my Illustrated Dream Dictionary today. Lately my dreams have been drastically different.

I saw Val today! With her cute lil' pregnant tummy. She seems to be doing good. Her best friend and I actually became friends today during class. I didn't know at the time that they were even friends.

If you're ever tripping, go to this website: 0_0

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Lots and lots of Chinese food day was today ( Read more... )

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