i got a new job...woo hoo!! i know, it doesn't seem like a big deal because a lot of people think ill just stay for three months then quit just like i did with my last two jobs...but this one is different...i have a really good feeling about this ( Read more... )

i did NOT go to the reel big fish show after all...im fucking poor!!

i miss rhian already...and im not even sure she's gone...

i feel bad because i spilled coke all over eddie's floor...i promised that next time i go over there i will bring some carpet cleaner...i am such a klutz!!

i feel wierd and it is not good...not good at all...

so...life has been good lately...things with eddie are going well, we argue a bit from time to time, but every time we do, we talk it out and it brings us a bit closer...

since rhian is leaving soon, we have been hanging out a whole lot this summer...and it has been freakin awesome...we have explored azusa and the wonder that is tolteca...we have ( Read more... )

i quit my job! yeah...i was there and i realized how sick of it i was...so i quit! it was fantastic! i feel great...everyone is mad at me...some people said im their hero because i had the guts to just up and quit...and my uncle said he is so proud of me...hehe...it's so great!

boy oh boy rhian...the next couple of days are going to be

rhian and sarah are so much fun to hang out with whether with one or both of them we always end up going on crazy adventures...the highlights of my summer shall be the 24/7 kmart and raiding the strawberry field ( Read more... )

holy shit im tired...

i had such a great night...sarah, rhian and i went to the coffee bean and hung out with wendy and her gay friend brandon...we listened to that boy's stories for so long...it was hilarious and wonderful...then two other guys showed up and we just sat around and talked...it was great...and we got tons of free coffee and cake!! i am applying for a ( Read more... )

i should stop myself before i overanalyze the situation, and find an excuse to get out of this because i am so scared...i just wonder if this is really right, or if i am just pretending because it is better than the past few...i tell myself ill never settle, but settle i always do...is that what im doing now...i've convinced myself that what i feel ( Read more... )

ZOINKS!!

oh my...it will be one month on the 24th...i've never celebrated something like this before, and he wants to take me out to dinner...im so excited...i know the jealousy bothers me a bit, but im learning it's not that bad at all...and i love him so much...and he actually loves me back ( Read more... )