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i should stop myself before i overanalyze the situation, and find an excuse to get out of this because i am so scared...i just wonder if this is really right, or if i am just pretending because it is better than the past few...i tell myself ill never settle, but settle i always do...is that what im doing now...i've convinced myself that what i feel is this amazing and beautiful love, is it true? am i telling myself i have something great so that i will feel good again...so i will be happy again...or, am i so scared that i am trying to find a way out...is this perfect but i just can't handle it? or do i just think i can't handle it...i am so confused, and i am so scared...
the tv turned itself on today...that scared the shit out of me...
the tv turned itself on today...that scared the shit out of me...