Even if everything is falling apart around me, failure is not an option.

I will not give in to self pity. I will not give myself an easy way out. This is life and I will face it head on.

What matters most is how well you walk through the fire.

I'm in a really good place right now, and really for the past few months. I have a feeling it is going to stay that way for a long time to come, and I couldn't be happier ( Read more... )

I wasn't ready.

I got the best gossip/news of my life the other day ( Read more... )

and I am so scared that everything is going to fall apart.

It usually does this time of year. I really hope not, because right now I am very happy. I don't want that to change.

Keyser Miller has not called me about my car yet. I am getting more and more worried as more time passes. I feel like it's the same general rule as people in comas, the longer it goes, the worse it is. I'm trying not to let it get to me, but it isn't easy. I wish I was rich, or at least I could catch a break. In all reality there is nothing I ( Read more... )

How instead of saying the right thing, you just make me feel worse about myself.

I hate that I let anyone's words affect me. Especially yours. You've seen me at my most vulnerable...and you saying that....maybe thats why it ends up hurting so much.

I love you all more than you could ever possibly know.

NEVER miss a chance to say I love you. You never know when it could be your last chance.

And you
You knew the hand of the devil
And you
Kept us awake with wolves' teeth
Sharing different heartbeats
In one nightI made a conscious decision to try and be healthier today. I'm trying to buy more organic, natural foods and be more aware of what I put into my body. I'm tired of feeling tired and sluggish and not being happy with my body. ( Read more... )

If you only had just realized.....