hey guess what tonight at 12:47am I turn 17 and I can offically go and see a rated R movie by my self bitch lol. Anyways I'm really sick and that sucks cause its going to be my fucking birthday and I'll be sick...bummer. I basicly asked for one thing, new sheets, lol because I really don't NEED anything else other then that and a car, but yeah I ( Read more... )

well I'm thinking that I only have a few friends left....since they all ditched me its not like I wanted to lose my friends before I moved but oh well... theres nothing like music to keep you afloat...I would have to say after a few close friends that music is my best friend, it never lets me down and its always coming up with new and witty things ( Read more... )

You're 65% Irish
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well I've now living back in my little room cause Ben moved back in with us. but I cleaned it all up and its sweet now...um yeah I think I'm going to quit smoking for a while cause I can't like breath any more :\ so yeah I'm stoping that one. I got these new pain killers called tramadol they arent't that great but hey I love to stick things up my ( Read more... )

I wish I was still in 8th grade before all the accidents before all the drugs and when like every day I would just hang out with diffrent friend and not just sit at my house and smoke all the time I want a car so I can do that again so I don't have to ask people for rides places and the I could chill with all my friends again....

Well my drunkeness has long been since gone this night I've been siting here by myself pretty much all night just listening to music and writing some of my own while thinking mine over and in what direction to go in next do I want to keep being the same kid I was before the near faital accident of my life or mabye I should change I don't know how ( Read more... )

I don't know I'm just hanging out I have a shit load of homework to do, I don't feel like doing it right now....cause my stomach hurts. Right now in my life Idk I smoke too much I snort too much and I just fuckin' hate life right now cause I want to be with some one and just love them nothing else matters to me right now more than love...if I was ( Read more... )

I don't get it no girl wants to be with me everytime I get my hopes up about being with any girl I just get my heart ripped in half and my life goes back to the fucking piece of shit it was before I got with a girl that I woould think wanted to be with me, but no my life has to fucking suck and nothing good can ever happen to me...This time I ( Read more... )

wow I just took 13 hydromorphenes I wonder what its going to feel like when they kick in cause I've never taken this many before and yeah its alotof this particular drug...ok I think I'm gunna past out and die now..........

Later

-Sam-

*pissed off grin*.....fuck...