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I don't get it no girl wants to be with me everytime I get my hopes up about being with any girl I just get my heart ripped in half and my life goes back to the fucking piece of shit it was before I got with a girl that I woould think wanted to be with me, but no my life has to fucking suck and nothing good can ever happen to me...This time I really would like to end it cause I have a suspistion that I'm gunna be alone for the rest of my life and never find someone...and oh fuck noI'm not even shallow or anything unlike most other fucking people I know I don't usually don't care what they look like or if their short or anything else a person might think their self consious about and this time its so diffrent cause I feel like it was my fault cause I wanted to love her too much and she didn't like that...even thought my friends say that I have really good chance of finding someone else that will FEEL the same way about you as you do about them cause I lost "alot of weight" well I don't even give a shit if I find a girl that likes the new look of my body cause even thought I'm not fat anymore I'm still the same person and that person should have loved me the same before I lost the weight....thats why I feel that this time I'm really going to take my life cause it doesn't matter anymore I'm never going to find the right "one" for me or even just a girl to be with me as a giflfriend.....
Goodbye
....there will never be a right one for me....
Goodbye
....there will never be a right one for me....