But I'm pretty damned sure I've worn you out on every occassion that we've got it on. I still have a standing challenge to see if I can keep you going for more than two hours.
I have tons of things that I want to do to you and also to watch you have done to you. I have not begun to kink with you.
I mean a situation where little gothy girl leaves in tears because her entire self-paradigm of faux, fashionable self loathing has just been pulled out from under her massively over-cliched, double, flash-laced, hot-topic boots and bashed over her, "aren't I the cutest cam-grrrl" head.
The question is which side?gomoryNovember 5 2005, 15:11:24 UTC
Are you feeling the kali blood lust to destroy, or are you feeling the black void of losing touch with anything you once thought you had connection to?
Both have their place and I know I've been in both places.
Are you looking to destroy or have you been destroyed?
Re: The question is which side?wild_lotusNovember 5 2005, 16:06:45 UTC
eh... a little of both.
usually I'm the destroyer. I work as a dominatrix, and I'm a sadist, but the urge is rarely satified - though I have gotten the chance to make people feel like they're going to die... if that's what they really want [spoken or unspoken]. Almost like a necessary function.
Being selfish, lately death is just a simple concept - peaceful, beautiful. everything is my life is falling apart, except for a couple of elements that are actually improving. It's happened a few times. I'm feeling a little self destructive, but would still end up on the destroying side. This life has pretty much sucked. Dodging the waves as much as possible. I'm looking forward to nature taking revenge on the world.
But yeah - destroying: good. Not even to prove a point, just for the hell of it.
In unrelated responses, interesting irony...gomoryNovember 5 2005, 15:16:19 UTC
I don't get a lot of readers here. I really don't promote this space. I also don't live in L.A. anymore. The irony is that I am in town for the weekend. If you are into sexual-ritual (as I just approved your membership) the local L.A. OTO is doing a 'Rite of Saturn'
It's $7 at the door. Email me through the profile address, I will get you directions and will probably cover your entrance.
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I have tons of things that I want to do to you and also to watch you have done to you. I have not begun to kink with you.
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However, I am always up for a challenge. And I look forward to it. Or in other words, "Bring it on, bitch!"
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I mean a situation where little gothy girl leaves in tears because her entire self-paradigm of faux, fashionable self loathing has just been pulled out from under her massively over-cliched, double, flash-laced, hot-topic boots and bashed over her, "aren't I the cutest cam-grrrl" head.
sound like my mood nowadays.
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Both have their place and I know I've been in both places.
Are you looking to destroy or have you been destroyed?
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usually I'm the destroyer. I work as a dominatrix, and I'm a sadist, but the urge is rarely satified - though I have gotten the chance to make people feel like they're going to die... if that's what they really want [spoken or unspoken]. Almost like a necessary function.
Being selfish, lately death is just a simple concept - peaceful, beautiful. everything is my life is falling apart, except for a couple of elements that are actually improving. It's happened a few times. I'm feeling a little self destructive, but would still end up on the destroying side. This life has pretty much sucked. Dodging the waves as much as possible. I'm looking forward to nature taking revenge on the world.
But yeah - destroying: good. Not even to prove a point, just for the hell of it.
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It's $7 at the door. Email me through the profile address, I will get you directions and will probably cover your entrance.
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