life, what is life? can you define life as just existing or is there more to it. Does it mean that just because a person is born, breathing, heart beating that it is life. i dont think so i think that life constitutes more to have a life you must do something to make yourself known, useful, successful. I dont know. I dont think what i have now i ( Read more... )

so today we got to try out our new toys, well they are not new but they are still pretty nice, but anyways the wave runners kick ass, they are so fast and just alot of fun to ride i cant wait until i can just take hem out whenever i want to. But on a bad note i thought that i had put sun screen on good but i forgot a few places mostley my legs and ( Read more... )

hi everyone i havent posted anything in a really long time. There hasnt been that much going on in my life just a lot of the same old thing; school, work, homework, and somewhere in there i try to sleep and get some relaxation but latley there hasnt been much of that. My sister moved home that makes me really happy because i just like hanging out ( Read more... )

rose's are red,
violets are blue,
my heart still beats true
but only for you!

Today had to be one of the worst dyas that i have had in awhile, it just sucked. Worked sucked, waking up sucked and the wy it is going i am sure that sleeping is going to suck most likley because i wont sleep. I just cant sleep there is so much on my mind, that i will just stay up thinking and thinking before i just pass out at my desk. I have a ( Read more... )

i dont know why i am down anymore, i am sure that there is a reason i just cant put my hand on it. I hate acting this way, feeling this way inside but i just cant help it. I try to smile, i try to laugh but i just cant do it. I dont know whats wrong with me. I just dont know!:(

i need to leave get out of here just i dont know. i have been so happy lately but for what? I havent made any friends or hung out with anyone in such a long time. everyone just forgets about me i dont know why i dont forget about them. I invite people to go places to go and do things but i never get invited to anything. I have yet to find anyone ( Read more... )

cant sleep, i had the weirdest dream. I dont want to talk about it with everyone just the person it was in it. I wish so much that the person that i love could do the same back. it would make me the happest person in the world. just to feel that love know that she loves me and cares about me. i want to sleep but i just cant, i cant get that dream ( Read more... )

i am tired of being alone, tired of being single just plain sick of it. I am a good person, i am respectful, nice, try to be funny, i am more of a gentleman then 7/8th of the people i know. I dont know why girls dont want to be with me i just know that i am sick and tired of it. All i want is love, to have someone love me as much as i love them. I ( Read more... )

how is it that the heart can grow founder even when nothing is happening. I dont get it i guess that it is true that you only really know that you are in love if when you are apart you become closer. I dont know i think that is how it goes. My heart seems to beat a little faster and my palms become just a little hotter, and my mind becomes just a ( Read more... )