amaz ing how in less than a week we all go back to normal. the fire is still there but instead of covering progress, local channels have a scroll the size of my pinky rolling at the bottom of the screen. some dont even have that ( Read more... )

im hurt.  during this whole firestorm ordeal i havent heard from my mom at all. i am safe and im not in danger but i would like to think my mom would have some concern. i guess i shouldnt be surprised since we arent really talking as of early september. but i just wanted to her to call me. to make sure i am okay. she called my aunt and uncle. yes, ( Read more... )

 its an odd realization becoming an outsider to a group that you once fit in so perfectly. not good or bad, but... interesting... no longer do i share in their humor and our jokes arent the same. we have different stories and cant share in our experiences anymore.i feel like im not understood and that we've lost a once strong connection.  everyone ( Read more... )

i have an addiction to peanut butter m&ms!

i survived turning 20. no big deal. AT ALL. 
school started. havent dropped my classes. but i thought about dropping my mythology class. the teacher can be kind of boring.... i dont wanna write my paper! cant we save the trees?
RAWR!
love going to the adult superstore.... kidding....

im nervous about turning 20. i know thats stupid but i feel i should have done so much more with my life before my 20th birthday. plus i feel like i have to be grown up now. im no longer a teenager and no longer a kid. plus 20 is a pretty useless age. no longer a teenager but i still cant buy beer. i can vote and smoke and go into sex shops and be ( Read more... )

so i picked up my glasses yesterday. its amazing how much clearer things are. my eyes dont know what to do. they are so used to being strained that now they dont have to they are freakin out! its nice being able to see though.

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18 hours in a buick with a baby is ( Read more... )

crossing my fingers for tomorrow.... hoping gabriels doctors appointment goes well and they say we can go. at the same time im trying not to get  my hopes up at all. im very easily crushed. often by the little things. but this isnt so little. weve been planning this trip for a while now. i feel like were not going at all. which i have a feeling we ( Read more... )