Personal Log | Entry 013

[goldenpinocchio]

[Public Video]

[He's playing solitaire by himself in front of the camera. Really, really quickly. His hands are flying through flipping and gathering and replacing the cards, though his speaking and other gestures are at normal speed. He's not looking at the camera.]I have yet to discover what part of my net the memories of the flood have been

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Pre-blue. Private.

[the_house_rules]

For what it's worth, I wouldn't mind if I didn't remember this flood. I get that this one probably wouldn't have been a bad one for you to remember, but... [Sigh. He lets it hang.

House is dead curious, but is socially aware enough to know that now isn't the time to ask about why an android is crying. For the moment, he just assumes some kind of emotional awareness program. One that was apparently more keenly in tune than his own. Fuck the future.]

[Private]

[empirical_data]

The importance is not in what I do not remember... it is in the people that I no longer have. I miss my family very much, and I miss my friend. I... -[And it's turn to let something hang. The guilt takes control of his ability to form words.]

[Private]

[the_house_rules]

[House does not reply. He did not have a good breach experience, and does not share the Data's longing for connections. The truth is that he does, but the comfortable lie is that he's fine the way he is. It makes it easier to carry on.]