much different than i once new

so depressed the last couple of days for no real reason at all

So whats new. I quit smoking. And i think im seriously done this time. ive had like 3 in 4 days and that was only cuz i was drunk. Ive been hittin the gym and running at least a mile a day. Im pumped to get my taxes back so i can pay ryan off and other bills. Im also writing Shitty dudes riffs left and right.

Now i have to get this girl

so far from the man i aspire to be

straight to fuckin hell
here i come

so its 2:32 x that 2:33 am. fairly early for me ( Read more... )

this is what my life has become ( Read more... )

borderline dont give a fuck anymore

today
a better day
i guess
still feel like shit
still feeling like im hollow
got stood up by my own mother and grandmother
headin to cape tomorrow for a few things
i cant imagine something going well for me this week

Im straight empty lately ( Read more... )