i dont know why exactly im writing in this..oh yteah bolts down for matjansd dklanfmsbdhksfm blahhh ii cant tyoe right now!! UGHHHH.. ow ell .ha me and des pushed a carit was cool i took shrooms that was cool now that i think abhout it although i did however almost kill myself when iwas coming down cuz everythingwas so shitty(so it seemed) i really ( Read more... )

like yeah today just blew...no other way to put it! i dont even know why it just was a really bad day...so after a horible day of school i came home and smoked some well anyways i feel much better actuly and see i did it at a time were i can do some shit around the house take a nap and then wake up a hour or so later im all refreshed and ready to ( Read more... )

so i figure im fat .....i know im adding to the chique or however the fuck you spell it about how all girls think ther fat ...o well here i go ( Read more... )

im fucking starving ....i dont eve think im tired.grrrr like im starving so hungry i wish des and ryan would get the fuck up so we could eat ...hmmm o well guess ill just lay the fuck down .....all by my sellllffff..ahhahaha

i love you amber so much ... that kiss we shared was so magnetic...oh god(oh god what .....dxm no its god mm) like yeah i cant stad you not gazing in to my eyes ...i hate you oh but wait i love you..so like the budda manual states that your magntic ...mm yeah lame

im really hungry and out oif it i think.....hhhhmmm

like im here at hammys house having a good ol' time ....making taer tots ...FUN BYE

So ive relised that in life i am on my own ..all alone with only few true"freinds" and then my mate?? like i dont have a mate dude ....duhh im so alone ..i want like a guy that i feel totaly comfortable with and liek i can party with tell my secrets to (like i even have any ..ya know) just like chill with and like life would be kool and shit ..but ( Read more... )

i dont know how really to make my journal all liek cool looking and shit.....this is fucking gay....i dont know how to get freinds ...i dont kow how to addmemories..anyone wanna help me out ..? please?

Well..Hmmmmmmmm Today i was thining " do i really like Shwan or am i just "interested in him? " i cant seem to figure this out ...o well .. like ive also been thinkng do i mm like any body am i going to like anyone am i going to fall in love any time soon and if i do ..hmmmm tahts going to change alot of things .... how i dont have freinds ....<-- ( Read more... )

So i start this new way of thought......My hole life my lifes desire was to make an impact ...be famous or some bulshit of that sort.Well, i think about this as I do have the passion to drive myself to such a way of life i cant see this being realistc to any sort. So i smoke pot and do nothing but contemplate how im going to make my life, how im ( Read more... )