WOW. Shit for me keeps changing like everyday. One day things are awesome and the next everything is horrible. Sometimes its even half of the day is good and the other isnt. Like today ( Read more... )

I see the scars of your addiction and the feeling you hide. A blackened heart from all the hatred you will never rewind. Within the depths of your depression hear you pleading for help. Your just a shell of vacant ruin, a portrait of myself.

( blah i got bored. )

today was interesting. had a soccer game at 2. ended up getting really pissed off. i walked off the field and yelled at my coach. and then i went with chris and jon. smoked out of the new bong. oh man, i love it. came home and then went to the hospital. i ended up having somewhat of a broken foot. ha ha. stupid soccer and falling nonsense. so now i ( Read more... )

I think it's time for a little   c h a n g e.  Jeannie's world is over now. A new beginning. A happy ending?

i was high as fuck tonight.

i wanna skate. and play soccer. haha. i love playing soccer. i need to start skaing again. that would be sweet.

time to go passout.

last night i went and chilled with Joel and got really stoned. and then i was over at chris's house chillin with him and jon. we got bored at 2am, so we went out smashing pumpkins. it was fun as hell. we got about 20 of them bitches. but then some asshole called the cops on us. we got to my house and were chillin in front and the cops showed up. ( Read more... )