Forty-Fifth Explosion

[god_is_a_dude]

[Voice]

[There's some fain sound of rain in the background of this. Clearly if not outside, Haruki is sitting somewhere which isn't entirely indoors or anything. He's most likely hanging out somewhere like the clubroom, checking out Walter's repairs and such]

The rain is kinda lame. I mean three days? Summer showers are one thing, but this

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[so_shik]

[so sometime after dinner with Rena and their cornbread experiment, Shiki's in the kitchen kind of cleaning up just for the sake of having something to do really, so she's hobbling around putting things in the sink and putting things in the fridge]

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[god_is_a_dude]

Huh. Not a bad idea, I guess.

[The Brigade as a whole is important to him, he thinks it would be trite to call it a distraction. But every day this week he's found himself glaring at the entrance: at the door expecting Kyonko to walk in with a sigh or something. Expecting her slouched shoulders. Expecting that damned ponytail to be there for him to pull. But it's frustrating. It's so frustrating]

...This is stupid. [Love, that is]

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[so_shik]

...at least you know she loved...loves you. [And that's all she says for now]

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[god_is_a_dude]

[The unstoppable reaction is for him to BLUSH FURIOUSLY. After that he wants to yell or something, but he can't find the voice to, so instead he picks up a pillow from the chair next to the couch they're one here and throws it at her. Not overly hard, but not overly soft either.

...Still, she's right. Fat lot of good that does while he is here and she isn't, but she's still right]

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[so_shik]

[and because she didn't even notice, sup, being hit with a pillow] Hey! What the hell, Haruki!?

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[god_is_a_dude]

Shut up! [OH GOD STILL BLUSHING] Jeez! Where do you get off saying stuff like that?!

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[so_shik]

...[throws the pillow back] I can say it if I want to because it's true!

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[god_is_a_dude]

[Catches it with hax God powers really it's just his baseball skillz and then throws it back there]

So what?! Jeez!

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[so_shik]

What do you mean so what?! [throws it again]

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[god_is_a_dude]

It's not like that matters because she's not here, dumbass! [And then with RAEG building he's actually putting some force into how he throws it back this time] It's always always always like that, dammit! She won't come back, because even if a Kyonko does it won't be her!

[And he's starting to make a fist again. A notable fist and then he looks away here] Who cares?! Jeez. Jeez.

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[so_shik]

[okay THAT time the pillow actually hurt. JEEZE.] Obviously you care or you wouldn't be yelling at me for pointing it out!

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[god_is_a_dude]

And what do I get out of this?! [These stupid stupid STUPID feelings that seem to consume everything about him these days]

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[so_shik]

How the hell should I know!? You get feelings and emotions and things that make you human because face it, you are!

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[god_is_a_dude]

[...Hah. He looks away there. He glares at the wall. He GLARES at it because he has to wonder about that...]

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[so_shik]

I know what you're thinking. That report hasn't changed my mind.

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[god_is_a_dude]

[...Even if that is true, which he's not sure it is, he replies there, in a scathing little voice:] Love's a waste of time anyway.