i dont really know where to start...i should probably start out with the standard "wow i never update this thing anymore ( Read more... )

...there's nothing left...nothing left to say.

seriously.

sooo um if you didnt hear which there is a good chance you didnt i got a tattooo like a month and ½ ago or so :-)


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im tired as shit ( Read more... )

i just dont even know. this week has been one of the best weeks of my entire life. yet easily the hardest at the same time. i am more than greatful for this week and i honestly think i will remember this week for the rest of my life. well hopefully :-x im not gonna get into exactly what made it awesome and what made it horrible. the people im extra ( Read more... )

well this morning was one of the saddest mornings of my life i think so far. my childhood dog max was put to sleep. and yeah anyone can realize that its sad but ive had that dog since i was in 2nd grade. i was like 7 years old. that dog and i have been together for like 12 years. and to be honest its the biggest loss ive ever suffered. and maybe ( Read more... )

god damn i am so fucking confused ( Read more... )

does anyone else ever get that feeling where u know you should sleep and you want to go to sleep but you just cant. where you just cant stop thinking long enough to even fall asleep...

i think that is one of the worst feelings. bleh. im going out for a cigarette. maybe that will calm my brain?

i dont even know what to say. tonight was...meh

fuckkk everything. nothing ever actually works out. and thats the end of that...whatever.

It's enough to make me cry
That don't seem like it will make it feel better