i did alot of drunken reflection in the past few nights...some of it i wrote down when fucked up so i wouldnt forget to think about it later, when im sober ( Read more... )

and we'll talk about leaving town, and we'll talk about leaving town.

by the way, to all of you anonymous posters, fyi you cant read my friended stuff and private crap. so friend me? or get a livejournal?

deep down im so sad. but i dont want it to get to me.

i wanted to write some stupid long ass post about my life and society, but i just dont have the drive to do it anymore.

sorry guys, i know you wanted it.

look at me! im posting again! woop!

im going to go to a party with mr forte. yay!

who wants to get fizucked up this weekend?

me, thats who!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ( Read more... )

So I feel its time for an update ( Read more... )

i feel sometimes like im flawed. ive studied stimulant seekers, and for a while i thought i was one, constantly trying to find something that makes me feel like i exist, and to find satisfaction in something that rewards me with some type of gratification. but upon further self- analyzation, i see that i am not this. sure, i abuse alot of substance ( Read more... )

1/20

school
work
on the way home from work go to the liquor store
potbellies happy hour
mexican food with big ass margaritas
drinking
bullwinkles

this will be my birthday!

alright sluts, its almost birfday time ( Read more... )

i watched the summer trees separated by chunks of fall pass by from my window through the rain. the great patches of gray made the whole drive more desperate. I am back in tallahassee now, ready for work. on the telivision, there is a woman who looses control of her bowels and calls it "an aunt cookie experience" for some reason.this reminds me, my ( Read more... )