oddly self-destructive

Jul 22, 2007 16:31

i can' do my biology assessment for several reasons
1) my keyboard is annoying to type on
2) i procrastinated too much
3) i've run out of time

i feel very silly... like someone has told me its wrong to be silly and nonsensical and little obedient me feels guilty. and so the cycle begins.

fail, contemplating self

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anonymous July 27 2007, 10:01:21 UTC
aw damn too bad i didn't see this before >< but did you manage to do it okay?
and the test?

yeah. its like the cycle i go through when i'm really down...

1. i feel down
2. i think, wait, we're not SUPPOSED to feel down because we're supposed to be grateful and joyful abotu what we have in life
3. OMGOSH LILIAN YOU ARE SO UNGRATEFUL, AND STUPID, AND IDIOTIC AND WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO UNHAPPY?! STUPID GIRL!
4. i feel down[er]
5. omgosh i'm feeling down again. i'm so ungrateful, stupid..............e t c ............

lol cyu at school
lilian

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gnataes July 30 2007, 07:58:22 UTC
lol, yeah exactly

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