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My life is finally starting to look up for me! I have a beautiful daughter, a wondering boyfriend who i love dearly, i am graduated from high school! and i working at my dads store! But the best news of all is Cory and I are engaged! I picked out the ring on friday. I was only suppose to find out my ring size but cory told me to find a ring that i ( Read more... )

last night as i heard the rain falling against my window all i could think about was my life. The rain drops reminded me of tears that i haven't yet cried. It was like someone knew that i wanted to cry and they made it rain. My grandparents leave tomorrow. I wish it would be longer that they stayed. I mean i hardly get to see them and i have this ( Read more... )

I really dont know how to start this entry cause i mean right now i have so many things running through my head it aint even funny. I mean right now i am thinking where the hell did all my friends go, but then i remember oh ya i had a baby i dont have time for friends. Then i am thinking am i gonna graduate from high school? And i remember i have ( Read more... )

i am so very tierd today. I mean i got more sleep then i normally would in a night but i am still dead. I mean its like i am here in my mind but in this tierd body i am nothing. I just want to go back home and curl up into my warm bed and just sleep. But i know that i have other things that i have to take care of. I have less then i believe 2 weeks ( Read more... )

i think it is soooo funny how a little argument b/w 2 people can go into this huge fucking thing b/w a shit load of people. I realized something though since i have had cortney. that i really dont care what the fuck people think of me anymore. cause i know what is important to me in my life now and i would do anything to fucking keep them. People ( Read more... )

Well i was going to apologize in this entry for not spending enough time with my friends. But now i have decieded that i really dont care anymore. Cause after reading lisas journal and reading the comments that were put on there about how i am not spending enough time with my friends and how i cant take care of my baby and oh i liked this part the ( Read more... )

i am sooooo fucking tierd. omg. cortney would not sleep last night for anything. thank god my mom was home last night cause she took her for a while so that i could get some sleep last nite....i am crabby as hell today. i mean i haven't slept that well for a long time now. about a week! cory and i are gonna go to the bank today so i can get on his ( Read more... )

She is sooo cute. she has blonde hair, blue eyes, and she is soooo tiny but gaining weight by the day. She has my eyes. and i mean when you look into those eyes its like everything that made you mad or sad or anything the whole day just disappears in an instant and you feel so full and happy. She was born on wednesday april 13th at 2:05pm and she ( Read more... )

last nite fucking i had these major pains and cramps and i really thought that i was gonna go into labor and shit cause i am sooo close to my due date now. and i am already past my 36 weeks so from here on until i have that baby i can have her any day. They are talking about having to do a C-section if she dont turn which i am scared to death of ( Read more... )