As of recent, something has been on my mind... and that is the lack of updating I've been doing in the last months. And seeing the posts I have been making, I'm not pleased with the negativity. Sure, with all blogging, negative thoughts will be present, but upon further thought, I realized that I've never really been able to post about positive ( Read more... )

Here are a few photos from our trip to Seattle last weekend.


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It's been a while, I know.

Amongst my piles of mental lists of things to do and my internal panic about the summer months nearing, I found a few minutes to put some thoughts here.

Two weeks ago today, I decided to go on a "strict diet." I was determined to make this time unlike the other times where I ended up giving up after a short amount of ( Read more... )

It seems like just yesterday that it was the end of summer... I was meeting Jesse [and falling quickly, I might add], and going off for a bittersweet trip to Denver to help out a person I thought would be a friend for a long time ( Read more... )

What a way to spend my holiday off... sick! The flu I had about a month ago was worse than this (I can still function, thank God), but I just haven't been sick this often for a long time. It doesn't surprise me; I'm not living as healthy as I should. That's something that I need to change ( Read more... )

Something is missing. Even despite doing everything I thought I needed to do in order to be happy, I still find myself miserable. Don't I have everything that I need? I have a job, don't have to pay rent, have minimal bills, and I even have a boyfriend who loves me so much. I thought that surely those things would help me be happy. But no, I still ( Read more... )

Wow. It feels like every time I start adapting to a new chapter of my life, a new one is added and I am left having to pick myself up after having the rug pulled out from underneath me. When I got home from school I was depressed because I was getting used to living at home, but I eventually pulled myself up when I finally got a job and was able to ( Read more... )

I thought that my wisdom teeth were begging to get out. I developed this gash [that's sort of an oxymoron when I think about it] on my gums underneath my furthest-back molar on the left, tongue-side. It's been sore and hot. It has made my face swell a little too, but not noticably. I got an appointment with the dentist today--lucky me--and right ( Read more... )

Jesse took some medication and it is tearing up his stomach. I feel bad for him. I wish I could snap my fingers and take away his pain. He's laying on the floor, sleeping a little. My cat curled up to him.


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