so i havent updated in a while. bummer i guess. its only been a few days... whatev. anyway, i guess its sorta been a hectic week... heres what has been goin on...

-i went through a breakup with dave and harry. fuck.
-i went on an art field trip and proved that there is always some way to be a complete and utter badass.
-i realized exactly how much ( Read more... )

♣ a r t . f i e l d . t r i p ♣tomorrow there is an art field trip and im totally juiced. we are going to i believe 3 art museums and the PASKETTI factory for lunch. nat and i didnt have money to buy our food in advance. my dad suggested we just get a table for 2 and leave when our school leaves. sounds like a plan. too bad that place is real ( Read more... )

i fucking hate people. if you hate me, tell me. i can take it. what i cant take is people pretending to be ok with me, then reading on the fucking internet that they hate me. fuck that shit. man up. dave had been pretending for quite some time that he was ok with me and that he wasnt letting any of the shit between me and harry fuck shit up, then ( Read more... )

( ) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
( ) seen a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states -Canada... just over the border though. Niagra falls baby-
(x) had a serious surgery -kinda... they thought i might have had cancer... hints the scar on my neck-
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas -only on ( Read more... )

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natalie and i went to lorye's house tonight to recieve our "gift" from becca's house. becca's mother gave becca's friends the same ring that she used to wear, one that she recieved from her dad on her birthday. the ring is just silver and says "god is love" on it. everytime i am reminded of becca's death, it becomes more and more real. it means ( Read more... )

i have to be the least healthy person in the world. lol. im always sick in some way. maybe im a hypocondriac or something, cuz i should be dead by now. i have had the feeling like im going to puke (but havent been able to) pretty much constantly for the past mmmm... 10 or so hours. it blows. and tomorrow i get to go to the doctor so i can get a ( Read more... )

yeah so i didnt go to school for the whole day today... just 4th and 5th block cuz nat and i had a senior sisters meeting after school and i didnt want her to have to deal with the little shits alone lol. my cramps have been worse than they ever have been before. i was awake from 1-5 in the last night crying and wanting to kill something. i had to ( Read more... )

A - Accent: uhh none.. i love living on the Maison Dixon line ( Read more... )

♥ college is kinda stressing me out. sorta. i have a few more options now than i thought. or so i think... my brother is trying to get me to move to Tampa (thats where he lives now) and go to this art school with him. its called the International Academy of Design and Technology. it sounds like a badass school, but i hate florida. its dirty and far ( Read more... )