god is love ♥

[gloryhole87]

natalie and i went to lorye's house tonight to recieve our "gift" from becca's house. becca's mother gave becca's friends the same ring that she used to wear, one that she recieved from her dad on her birthday. the ring is just silver and says "god is love" on it. everytime i am reminded of becca's death, it becomes more and more real. it means

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[girly_magazine]

everytime i drive by the spot on gene snyder i blow a kiss to diana, and it'as almost just reassuring because i know that shes watching and i know that she is happy for all of us down here. i miss her so much sometimes. some days are incredibly hard.. others are just weird. you just feel empty sometimes. its hard to believe that its been a little over six months already.. all the things that go by that i wish diana could experience with us, i just try and make the most of it because im trying to live it up for both of us. i miss her so much.. but her and becca are up there, waiting for us :)

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[gloryhole87]

yeah. it is hard knowing that they are missing out on things. like the other day with nat, we were at Lazarus trying on prom dresses, and i remembered that last year i ran into Becca and one of her friends there and we were all trying on dresses and it was just sort of hard knowing that she cant experience that this year. but at times i get jelous because i would much rather be where she is than here... yeah, i get senior prom, but she gets heaven. thats how i get by.