10:09 PM me:
  hubby,,,,,we are going to stop talking for awhile
 dipset520: why
10:10 PM me: why do u think?
 dipset520: i dont know
  i think i may pursue that car..
  the 3000gt
10:11 PM me: when u get ur fb straight u let me know...i just dont want to talk to u until then
  it hurts so much
10:12 PM i really needed something from u
  and what have u ( Read more... )

 Somedays I miss Jon so much. I miss him a lot more lately. Mostly I miss how much he loved me. He loved me more than I loved him. It's not that I didn't love him with everythin I had because I did, but i chose to leave him. I shouldn't look back. I miss how he made me feel like I was the most important person in the world to him. It was so easy to ( Read more... )

he still hasn't got on fb and deleted sherri or changed his status...actually I don't know if he did or not but he hasn't sent me a friend request which makes me doubt him. If your significant other told you that you they needed some reasurance..wouldn't you do everything in your power to give it to them. I guess it's just easy to push me aside and ( Read more... )

He tried to IM me last night.
babe...i miss you..ive just been so busy...
I'm sure he has...oh well it was for the best that we didn't talk

I don't think he is going to call me or email me today...
ugh

maybe tomorrow..
i sure hope he does
but im sure he just needs time
i need to take time too
this sucks,,,too much to ask to be loved... *sigh*

I am stonger than this ( Read more... )

 i've got to be different
i can't do things because you do them
ive got to do what i know is right
i hate this crap
im pouring out my heart to myself
it does help..because I can't tell you everything
I want to but I get to talk to you like for a few minutes
I wish you would call.

:(

 im saying things on impulse
im regreting things
im trying to be honest
but its not coming out the right way
i want to talk to u 
but i dont
i want u to make it okay
i want u to hug me
i want u to be my honey
there goes that word again
i want
i want
i want
i love you so much
i have faith in us
but i need some  help...
come save me

This just sucks ( Read more... )

 I dont know what happned
you told me you loved me
you called me babe
you got mad when i told you i wasnt going to see you
maybe its not over
oh well whatever happens im okay
ive got to be stronger