amazing.

other then that, it seems that whenever i blurt my feelings out on here, right after that things get resolved and i feel way better. maybe i need to start writing all my problems in here...

i broke my pinky toe saturday night. it sucks. and hurts too.

job interview today.....i'm nervous. it's at 2. at least if it doesn't go well i get my new phone tomorrow and that will cheer me up.

if you think about it, wish me well.

i'm looking forward to April. i get to go to florida to see emily. i hopefully will find another job when i get back from florida. and i'm really hoping that guy calls me about the dog. i want him so bad ( Read more... )

i'm beginning to feel like an inconvenience to almost everyone i come in contact with. it's miserable. and this sadness needs to stop. i'm depressing myself about how sad i am. and i don't even know if you can do that.

it seems lately, i can't really find happiness anywhere. it only lasts for brief moments here and there. i'm very confused.

sometimes, it's kind of a bummer to find out what type of person people really think you are. the impression i got from that statement was a)you didn't want to hang out, and b) you think i need to be entertained. thanks...for both.

i'm boring these days. i have no ambition whatsoever. i say i want to get a new job, a better job. i have the number to call and get one, yet i never call. i'm too lazy, and a bit scared of change. i don't like starting things over. i've been so lazy these days. i used to sew, i used to crochet, i used to cook a lot more. i just get so lazy these ( Read more... )

i got a new niece this morning. i went to the hospital before work and got to hold her for a few minutes ( Read more... )

i say it so much, but it seems it never really happens, but i need more friends. it's weird how much me and my best friends have drifted. yeah, i still see sean once a week but it's like a 2 hour hang out. and chelsea, we go weeks without seeing or speaking to each other. everyone else i enjoy hanging out with lives 45 minutes away and gas isn't ( Read more... )