repeat
i say it so much, but it seems it never really happens, but i need more friends. it's weird how much me and my best friends have drifted. yeah, i still see sean once a week but it's like a 2 hour hang out. and chelsea, we go weeks without seeing or speaking to each other. everyone else i enjoy hanging out with lives 45 minutes away and gas isn't cheap. not to mention traffic sucks. anyways i spent most of my day depressed from being bored and lonely. i wish i enjoyed my alone time, but sometimes it's just isn't when you want it.
sometimes technology replaces sincerity. at least it seems that way in my life. obviously i'm just babbling now. i need to finish getting ready and return some things....as always.
the night's disguise is wearing thin
caught me looking through your eyes
no I'm not doing alright
I'm just as stupid and
desperate as I've always been
sometimes technology replaces sincerity. at least it seems that way in my life. obviously i'm just babbling now. i need to finish getting ready and return some things....as always.
the night's disguise is wearing thin
caught me looking through your eyes
no I'm not doing alright
I'm just as stupid and
desperate as I've always been