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so extremely confusedddddddd

definately one hell of a weekend. so exhausted from it.

best thing in the world-- being with ones you lOVE.

i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice when im not around
i wish i was special
so fucking special.......

words.. it's strange how when i think something in my head and im totally prepared to say it but then it just comes out.. BLANK. i try to be here for my friends, and they know that, but when i try to say something i FAIL. i have so much to say and not the guts to say it.

and this is what i feel like inSIDE


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i have a dilemma- keep drinking and smoking and having fun while i still can or-
stop drinking and smoking before it escalates
sure.. everyone's probably thinking 'stop all together wtf's wrong with her'
duhh- i know that but being completely clean doesn't always seem like the cure

i need someone to talk to and let me know when too much is enough

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