last week in the milf kids :O !!!! this time next week ill be sitting in room 428A at Hofstra ( Read more... )

its been an extremely looooong 9 weeks but now i finally get to move on...

phew

today was a good day

but if today was so good then why am i so stuck right now?

let me just start out by saying that the bpl is the place where anyone whos someone goes now. its overwhelming huge with lots and lots of books (way to state the obvious i know :P) it def puts the milford library to shaaaame. broke a copy machine there oooops :P and only awesome kids spend over 20 bucks on photo copying guess lucy will be running ( Read more... )

optimism is key...even if youre pretending

down the cape at my aunt's <3
supposed to be sunny and warm tomorrow :D
gonna get the nails and the toes did
wicked excited
be jealous ;)

yesterday was a very weird day all around...im really confused when it comes to some things and i just talked a LOT about life in general today it seems but sometimes ya just need to do that. anyway for once this is not me being a wicked emo kid and rambling on and on about how negative the events in my life seem to be right now. no siree bob ( Read more... )

i feel like i should be more upset than i am but im not and i dont really understand why. im just numb to everything. i wanna feel something but i just cant. the walls around me are slowly being chipped away and everything is being exposed one piece at a time. its inevitable and it absolutely terrifies me. why am i even saying any of this? who ( Read more... )

i think i have about a bazillion things running through my head right now all trying to come together and just make sense. tomorrow is tuesday. thats terrifying. is everything going to crash and burn? its too bad we cant just skip over a day in the week. im getting dismissed. for once in my life i dont want to leave school early. innnnsane. the end

soooo project optimism worked...well sort of actually no for the most part it did :P tuesday is now dooms day dun dun dahhh basically tuesday night youll either see an absolutely ecstatic Jacquelyn or an absolutely crushed Jacquelyn theres no inbetween here kids...i dont know guess well have to wait and seeeeeee ( Read more... )