when i'm older, coming home won't be filled with as much anxiety as i feel now..

although being in california is always a pleasant experience.
i always get a secure feeling seeing all those green palm trees neatly in line.
and the freeways feel familiar and i know where i'm at.
streets and highways are natural.

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so my latest obsession is amy winehouse. i don't care if she's a crackwhore, she's beautiful has style and potential. not my fault she rather shove shit up that nostril. haaaa yeee dig. anyways, so my life has been hitting new breaking points. i'm learning how to communicate with people and my latest observation has been that basic communication is ( Read more... )

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are a bunch of drama.

i guess some things never change.

good note-
i talked to my girl sheilla the other day after a looong ass time of no talk.
it was chill.
registered for my classes today.
made up with josie today.

bad note-
haven't talked to basil, don't have a way to get my backpack soo im confused.

sad-
my new awesome little pink camera got stolen, it took awesome pictures and i love it. RIP.

happy-
i'm moving in with my friend katelyn this week. my moms okay with it. thats wierd. for 200 a month. and its a nice room.

so no more nikita as a room mate.

i'm laying on my dorm, eating plain feta cheese cause i like the way it tastes by its self and smoking a cigarette contemplating about my life. if that isn't fucking gay i don't know what is ( Read more... )