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Uh, oops
So I almost killed myself with my car the other day, cause I'm smart and talented like that. I had the car jacked up so I could change the oil and was underneath it trying to get a bolt off the tank. Well, the damn thing didn't want to budge so I put my feet up on one of the tires to try and get leverage ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block
I can't write. I've been trying, desperately for DAYS, but it just won't happen. I sit down and I'm all "Gabe, babe, you're gonna have to talk to me. It's the only way this will work." But All I seem to be doing is going over the same scene again and again. It's written it's done, its fine! (except I no longer think its the opening scene I ( Read more... ) -
If you come closer we can test out whether or not this is the face of someone who's about to hit you
There is always a small part of me that is surprised when someone expresses a fondness of me. Even with my best friends there's this quiet voice going "really? that's... weird ( Read more... ) -
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Last night I dreamed about meteors falling to earth and burning. I woke up as everything turned red. -
Another sojourn into my crazy
I had a conversation with myself in the car the other day about how I've lost motivation and need to be doing THINGS. The other half of the conversation. the part saying things like "Jessica, you need ambition. You need to get off your ass and make something of yourself." That other half I named Ludwig. The implications behind giving it my ( Read more... ) -
I would like to take this moment to be neurotic, thanks.
I'm feeling a bit... disconnected. Two of my best friends are MIA, one of 'em almost never answers the phone when I call and she calls me even less than she picks up. When she does we talk for, like, ten minutes tops. The other one is on another RD team so our schedules and circle of friends are now pretty much completely different. I don't ( Read more... ) -
my week *shudder*
So this week has been hectic and annoying and not the best ever. My dad lost his job yesterday and we all know no ones gonna be doing any hiring in December... their plants are usually down for at least two weeks because of christmas. jerk faces should have totally given him prior warning ( Read more... ) -
He spent the night staring, I spent the night trying to figure out who he was.
So I went to the PKP Bike wash tonight. I was all decked out in derby attire and flouncing around, cause that's what you do when you're trying to get dudes to donate. (I finally have something that resembles a voice!)
I'd just gotten there and this guy comes up for us to wash his bike and we're all talking to him, he apparently has a sex toy ( Read more... ) -
You think its funny, I think its disturbing... and funny
I want to write something. I really do. I keep starting to write stuff and then erasing it. I fail. I fail hard ( Read more... )