Most of the time

I miss him so much I could cry
until that sixty percent of me that's water
rushes up and pours out
leaving nothing but a mass of pulp and bone
and a bucket full of what once was love
all over the cold linoleum floor.

I don’t think there’s a humane way to do this ( Read more... )

Alrighty then. Let's not put it off any longer. The big fat humility post ( Read more... )

I'm officially 23!

Feeling very very good about this year. :)

And my boyfriend is thesweetestmostlovingbestboyfriendandpresentgiver ever.

And eee!

:)

I miss him so much.

Want him now, now, now. :|

"I think I'll die from this ache"

I should not blame you
and you should not take credit for-
you are not the root
of this.

You are not soil
with its nutrients,
or falling rain
with nourishment,
not sunshine
nor planter.

You are merely
a sprout-
the top
the tip,
cut it off
and another would grow
in its place

sun-hungry
and insignificant.

I love you, Anthony.

Even though you sneak around my journal without ever posting a hai. :|

<3!

Tired of Flying

Press the needles in my wings,
I’m ready to be a pretty thing
mounted on your wall.

sucky weekend is getting suckier.