Well I had a dream ( Read more... )

"Omg! I just found a porn that has been missing for years! TEAMPLAY! The age old story of a hot homosexual swim team from Eastern Europe! it was behind a Will and Grace cd! figures."

-Subject line courtesy of Christa.

Yesterday I was walking down E. 40th street and while I was crossing Park Avenue heading towards the subway for school I was overcome by a wave of emotion. A song had begun on my iPod, one I didn't even realize that I had, and I was immediately overwhelmed. It was song from the last scene of Sex and the City when Carrie comes back into the diner ( Read more... )

It has been an extremely long time since I have written anything and much has happened. The thing I want to remember, though, is that last night I spent my first night in Brooklyn. I was upset and torn and unhappy about it, but I knew that I should and that in the end it would be easier, so I did. Of course, I got a bit drunk first and definitely ( Read more... )

running into pete today thinking he was george...

It's been an extremely long time since I last wrote anything and in retrospect, I wish I had kept a better account of things as they happened. Some things I want to discuss in depth, others I just want to make a note of so I am going to make a list and try to address it all soon ( Read more... )

Today I met Tony Bennett. He is remarkably handsome for someone his age. Kind of charismatic.

havent really spoken to eric in a week. haven't seen him in nearly two. kind of sucks. who knows though.

I opened my eyes and stretched across the bed. It was dark, cool, silent and still early but a feeling of immense disappointment was holding me down, weighing me down. A dream that, once again, seemed all too real was still lingering in my mind. It's a bizarre feeling to not be sure what is real and what was just a dream but it seems to happen ( Read more... )

i cant sleep so maybe this is a good time to put down some words about eric and life recently. first, in the general sense last week was farahs return to new york dinner at the maritime hotel. it was okay, i wasnt in the mood that night to be uber social but it was a nice time none the less. then this week was her birthday dinner at Tao. dinner was ( Read more... )