i know you saved my ass.. and i know there is nothing i can say or do.. i dont care about paying for glasses, glitter, whatever else, i dont care about trying to find another roomate.. i dont care about the apartment anymore.. i dont care if i have to move out.. i dont care about any of that shit.. the only thing that bothers me out of this whole issue is that a lost one of my good friends.. plain and simple.. and it was all my fault.. it's a pretty shitty feelin... ive never felt it before... cuz i've never fucked over one of my friends like i did to you... i dont blame you for hating me... i hate myself too.... it happens.. life sucks.. i realized that this year..it really does suck... i dont know what side of me came out the last night.. all i know is i know its a side that i could never see coming out again.. but i would trust me either.. i fucked you over.. and ben.. and your family.. sorry to you all.. but not all the sorries in the world could make up for what i did..i trusted you.. still do... and i am happy i met you.. cuz i'
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im sorry bookatielewDecember 13 2004, 16:21:42 UTC
Charly, I am so sorry for the way things turned out, and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you right now. It is always hard to live with other people, as you and I both know. I just hope in time, everything gets fixed and replaced, though your memories never can be. Do well on your finals and put this aside for now. Soon you will be home with the people who love you, and we can't wait to see you.
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I am so sorry for the way things turned out, and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you right now. It is always hard to live with other people, as you and I both know. I just hope in time, everything gets fixed and replaced, though your memories never can be. Do well on your finals and put this aside for now. Soon you will be home with the people who love you, and we can't wait to see you.
Hang in there kiddo....
Katie
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