Oh and one thing I forgot to mention was the fact that I actually tried to have a conversation with Henry today. I was trying to talk to him and be friendly. I asked him about his jacket and he said it was a skate boarder brand. I was like oh do you skate and he was like I used too. I said why did you quit and he like mumbles something and I was ( Read more... )

Well, today was officially the last time, I will ever go out with Heather, Henry and Her bother Ryan together ( Read more... )

I swear I want to know what I did to deserve not one day where it can be peaceful anymore ever since Saturday I been having one bad day after the next. I never realized how depressing not finding a job is. I went all over to Best Buys, Circuit Citys, Blockbusters, Bed Bath and Beyond and still zip. Now my options have come down to two things: A. ( Read more... )

Well, I figure I should follow up on my last entry. Well, I pretty much left the house yesterday after I talked to Mike online for a bit. I just couldn't stand hearing the noises coming from the other room. I went out and just drove around for about 1 hour. Didn't really think that much. I was just trying to clear my head. I then went to Walmart to ( Read more... )

As we all know I hate being lied to. It's something that really pisses me off. Weird thing happened last night after I posted the last entry. I went to lay down and then all of a sudden I heard Heather's door open. I got up looked out my door saw she went into the kitchen. I then laid back down. I then heard the door close. I didn't bother to get ( Read more... )

So Should I tell Heather how I feel about her? The thought has crossed my mind quite a few times. I just don't know what the outcome would be or what would happen. I am pretty sure nothing in my favor because my life doesn't work out that way. I am still having a problem getting over the fact that Her and Henry had sex despite all the problems they ( Read more... )

Learned Heather had sex this week. Dean had sex too. Mike? How about you?

Well, for tonight, I am all by myself. Heather went out with Henry. She asked me to go but I told her I didn't want to play second fiddle plus it seems she needs to really talk to him and I don't want her not to because I am there however I doubt she will even talk to him about her problems. This is probably the first time in almost 3 weeks that I ( Read more... )

Well, today was a pretty good day actually. I got up around 12:30 and then came online. I then took a shower and drove to the post office only to find out they were closed. I then got gas and came back to the apartment ( Read more... )

Well, Dr. Phil has arrived back to California. I had a good day yesterday with Mike. We hung out from 2 to 8. We went to have lunch at Chilis, talked about some serious things, went to see White Noise which I liked and he didn't care for, and then he drove me to the airport. We got out at the airport gave each other a nice hug and parted ways for ( Read more... )