Well neither Best Buy, Bed, Bath & Beyond or Blockbuster called me back yesterday. Yesterday was a pretty lazy day for me. I woke up around 1:30ish. Went to the bank to put the $30 I owe Jen in but only gave her $24.00 because the pricks at Washington Mutual wouldn't cash the money order or deposit it into her account so I had to use all the money ( Read more... )

Nothing really to report this weekend. On Friday, I got interviewed at Bed, Bath, and Beyond. It went pretty good. I had to take a stealing test afterwards. I hope I did well on it. I basically said everything was a crime which I think was the correct answer. I then went over to Best Buy and talked to the lady who was in charge of pulling the ( Read more... )

That title can basically sum up how I am feeling. Today I woke up around 11:30am because the phone rang. It was SBC telling me that I owe them Money. I told them I didn't have a job and surprisingly really understood and said no problem we will call you back in a few weeks. I then got up and looked at my journal. I saw that Jen posted a comment and ( Read more... )

Well today was another pretty lazy day for me. No jobs called me back. Which basically leaves Blockbuster as my only option so I have to call them back tomorrow along with Bed, Bath, And Beyond and Best Buy one final time. I guess I will start work at Blockbuster on Monday if all goes well. Money situation is pretty tight. I had to go to the post ( Read more... )

I was hoping Jen would have said more than what she did. She commented and said she was going to write more but it didn't happen. *Sigh* I was hoping she would have really wrote more.

You know I couldn't help but think back tonight about all the things I have been through over the years. I made the mistake of going through Jen's Journal and reading a lot of entries that really made me sad. It's funny because I really can't blame myself for what happened in our situation. I was reading back in Jen's journal about how she ( Read more... )

I picked up my cat Whiskers from the vet today. I feel bad getting him de-clawed now. I should have spent more time training him not to scratch. He seems so depressed now and can barely walk. I looked up de-clawing online and all I found out was bad things. I feel bad. Why can't I ever do anything right.

First Jen's Comment:Scott ( Read more... )

You know I was thinking tonight of why I enjoy going to the movies so much. It allows me to escape from the depressing reality that is life. I sit in a theater for 1hr and a half to 3hrs just eating my popcorn, drinking my cherry icee and glaring my eyes and brain onto the movie screen. I escape the reality of the world. How much something is ( Read more... )

I hate life. Why am I always being punished in this life. The way I think is different from everyone else's, the way I look, the things I like and so many other things. It's like really getting to me. The fact that I can't ever live in a situation where I can enjoy living is just hurtful. I mean I hate being here. It's like I want to just get a ( Read more... )