So yeah, I'd like to start out by saying Happy Fucking New Year!! Second, I would like to say mine is already shitty. I got stopped at a fucking road block, some bitch cop gave me shit about nothing, then when I called my mom about it I got bitched out and was told to come home. Heh, that's what I get for trying to help people out. Some jackass ( Read more... )

Things have been getting weirder by the day lately. Life isn't really all that grand and Florence continues to disappoint me. I saw Chenwei back in the mall a week or two ago. I still have mixed feelings for her and I am deciding whether or not to severe those ties. I'm leaning towards a yes ( Read more... )

I've grown so confused that when I saw her face today I wasn't sure whether I should hug her or choke the shit out of her.

Worked from 3:50am-4:00pm today. Go Green Friday!

Oh yeah, I've fallen into another deep state of depression again. FUCK!!!

*sigh* I am so tired of shit. I hate Florence more and more everyday ( Read more... )

I know it and you know it girl...
It won't work...
Don't forget about him back at home either...
But that ain't gonna stop the feelings we have, is it?...

"I like you...you know that!"

I hate fucking FMU. I hate Florence. I hate most of my classes. I hate these fucking people here. I still don't feel like I belong here ( Read more... )

Heh, so tonight was interesting ( Read more... )

So yeah, tonight was very interesting. I picked up Maria for our night out at Aroma Underground. She saw first hand how many people flock to me and talk to me around town. I'm not sure what she had to say about all of the people asking her the cliche ass questions though. I would have gotten annoyed. Anyway, so we sat up at AU and according to some ( Read more... )

I found myself driving to school this morning with the windows all the way down. The sky was gray, my music was blasting, and the wind was blowing through my car. I was fucking care-free. Then I got to school and came back down to earth ( Read more... )

I find myself looking in the mirror more and more now. I sit and ask myself, "What the fuck is wrong with me?" Why is it that all of my friends have someone or are content, but I'm in my house going nuts. I'm screaming out on the inside for compassion. I only seem to find more heartbreak and let downs. I spoke to a friend of mine recently about my ( Read more... )