Last weekend before spring break. It was suppose to be a celebration with all of the girls, but due to the fucking snow storm tonight things weren't going as planned. Instead the night was filled with awkward moods and moments that no one could really explain. I started drinking and following the usual routine, but then all of a sudden I wanted to ( Read more... )

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One more week until I can go back to Arlington. I need a break from the college scene. I know I go home frequently, but no one is ever around. Losing touch with people sucks & I really want to be back in the loop of things. This is so corny, but I want to go back to Walgreens too. I miss my co-workers, and all of our non-stop complaints that never ( Read more... )

Well today is my last day being 18. Its been a fun time being the most cliche' age to remember. Its a little weird being away from home for my birthday just because ive always been living at home. I cant wait to go home on Friday & spend time with my mom. My jackass father decided that he was going to work after I asked him 2 weeks ago to take the ( Read more... )

I am just so fucking fed up with the confusion that surrounds guys. So many things have been bugging me latley about certain guys. I guess I just need to distance my self for a little bit, or better yet permanently, ugh I have so many thoughts running in my head right now.  Maybe I will elaborate later.

This mini-vacation was a success. I ended up having a better time than expected. I got to hang out with some people that I wasnt planning on, but it all worked out. At one point I even dreaded heading up to New Hampshire.

So here goes: [ in no order ]
- Worked 17 Hours
- People said they Missed Me
- Went out to dinner with Family
- Saw an old friend
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Ive been here at school for the last two weeks. It hasn't been too rough, just lonesome at times. I haven't been feeling good lately either. Not sure what thats about. I keep having these bad dreams. They feel so real that it scares the hell out of me. I hate waking up in the middle of the night. It is just the worst thing ever. Even worse, I hate ( Read more... )

I feel lazy right now. I am not sure exactly why either.
I also feel lonley.
It is easy to be forgotten I guess.
I wish I had it all figured out.
Not looking forward to Thanksgiving break.
Im working Thanksgiving.
I am so sick of hearing this girl cry at night.
I turned down a potential roommate.
I cant sleep.
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Life is funny. I dont mean funny ha-ha either. There is always some twist or turn that sets everything into a new chapter in life.

I recently got in touch with an old friend from elementary school. It was nice to reminisce about the past. I fondly remember him in my childhood. He turned around and admitted something that he had been hiding for ( Read more... )

Good things about College

- FREEDOM
- Living my own life
- Coming & Going as I want
- Having a dorm to my self
- Lots of food options
- Easy Gym access
- Lots of people
- Dollartree
- Parties

Bad Things about College

- Time management
- Hiking to various places
- Feeling alone -- yet surrounded by people
- Not having a car
- Loans until I die
- Over priced books
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