I'm nervous. My heart is going no less than 1000 miles and hour and it feels like my body might just collapse. I'm about to face my fears, in a way that could actually kill me, but that part doesn't terrify me. The fact that I could actually die intrigues me and provokes me to take one step closer. It's hott, the rocks are stabbing my feet, and I ( Read more... )

This is a pathetic attempt at one of my numerous efforts to revive the passion I once had in this journal. I used to write in this journal like it was my bestfriend, a lot of secrets and private thoughts have been divulged to this journal, and one day (like I may have stated before?) I am going to have this journal printed so my kids can read it ( Read more... )

Another year coming to a close.2009 was half way decent considering everything. I don't really do the new years resolution thing . Instead I tend to get nostalgic about the previous years and it often saddens me. I don't think I will ever change. Here is 2009 in a nut shell: Italy. Graduating from snhu. Florida. Moving in with Dave. Mexico. ( Read more... )

+ Less than 100 days until I graduate with my Bachelors in Business Administration from SNHU ( Read more... )

First real paycheck today with lots of money
Shopping spree
First of the month = bills bills bills

*sigh* maybe next week?

I actually went to bed early last night and was sleeping peacefully until at 545am. I jumped up out of bed and was puking for 2 hours in the bathroom. Ive concluded that as much as I seem not to be stressed, I think I really am. It is really weird. I feel so out of it. Ugh 1 more week then I am home free.

Only 17 more days left & i am done for the semester
a lot of things are ending permanently after 17 days 
I'm indifferent to the entire situation

 Oh Boston, You're My Home 

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- Friday cannot come fast enough. This week feels like forever & its Tuesday, well now its Wednesday, but WHATEVER ( Read more... )