Two Names You Go By ( Read more... )

im tired of giving up, this time im going to make goals and fucking meet them in a timley mannor. im going to have a car and my license back within 5 months. and im going to get my life back. im gonna start going to the gym and beach to get tan and look good. and if i dont feel good and if im not happy in 5 months im just going to have to work ( Read more... )

tonight is really hard. i cant think much less talk about eric without bursting into tears. the only thing that makes anything better is thinking about how many people loved him and admired him.

= [ i miss him so much

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dude lisa and mom went to see madonna tonight.
i know my mom had fun so im really happy.

i keep having dreams about snakes ( Read more... )

i mived and its great! im going to an interview for payless in about 3 hours. they pay every week.

so im moving friday into a huge studio apartment with chris. we really really need this. the studio is so cute. its completely brand new and one of the walls is a complete mirror. i applied at payless. they pay weekly so maybe i can keep this one ( Read more... )